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Sunday, October 19, 2008

Fort Worth
1501 Circle Dr. Suite 310
Fort Worth, Texas 76119
(800) 582-8286
(817) 321-8604


Rebekah, I will add you. Once I figure it out. Or you can do it for me.
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Well Justin broke up whatever we had going. It's going to be one out of a million right? Might as well hurt now then later.


Wednesday, January 30, 2008

i shaved my legs! i wore a skirt and high heels! HEELS! my feet are deformed for the rest of my natural life and all i wanted was one simple complement from one stupid boy.


Tuesday, January 29, 2008

So one of my best friends told me last night that i was mental and he was serious. He really thinks there is something wrong with me mentally and maybe Justin is right. wtf?

  • I watched my mother die when I was in the third grade
  • moved in with an aunt in which one of her main goals was to act like i was invisible
  • I dated Josh for a year and a half <--------- hello!?
  • Oh and the whole world has seen my va-j-j and carved into it like it was a pumpkin

Of course something is wrong with me but seriously!? Seriously!? I'm not michael meyers scary. Maybe Justin is right. I have a lot of shit I need to deal with and it's not fair for him to put up with it when we're not even that serious yet.


Monday, January 28, 2008

i'm really hurt. you think i would of been through enough something like this wouldn't bother me but it does and maybe i haven't been through enough. maybe i do need to get my heart broken and my feelings hurt a hundred more times before shit like this doesn't hurt me.

i can't do this. i can't sit here and feel sorry for myself. i'm going to make a list of things to do to keep me busy. justin said i need to "improve" my life before it can work with us. whatever that means. fine.

1. Get a Job
2. Pass my classes
3. Clean my apt.
4. Decorate my apt. lol
5. Stop dwelling on the pass

i thought i was a good gf. i would bend over backwards to make him happy but it's not helping and it's killing me inside.



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