| Fort Worth
1501 Circle Dr. Suite 310
Fort Worth, Texas 76119
(800) 582-8286
(817) 321-8604
Rebekah, I will add you. Once I figure it out. Or you can do it for me. =]
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| Well Justin broke up whatever we had going. It's going to be one out of a million right? Might as well hurt now then later.
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| i shaved my legs! i wore a skirt and high heels! HEELS! my feet are deformed for the rest of my natural life and all i wanted was one simple complement from one stupid boy. |
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| So one of my best friends told me last night that i was mental and he was serious. He really thinks there is something wrong with me mentally and maybe Justin is right. wtf? - I watched my mother die when I was in the third grade
- moved in with an aunt in which one of her main goals was to act like i was invisible
- I dated Josh for a year and a half <--------- hello!?
- Oh and the whole world has seen my va-j-j and carved into it like it was a pumpkin
Of course something is wrong with me but seriously!? Seriously!? I'm not michael meyers scary. Maybe Justin is right. I have a lot of shit I need to deal with and it's not fair for him to put up with it when we're not even that serious yet. |
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| i'm really hurt. you think i would of been through enough something like this wouldn't bother me but it does and maybe i haven't been through enough. maybe i do need to get my heart broken and my feelings hurt a hundred more times before shit like this doesn't hurt me. i can't do this. i can't sit here and feel sorry for myself. i'm going to make a list of things to do to keep me busy. justin said i need to "improve" my life before it can work with us. whatever that means. fine. 1. Get a Job 2. Pass my classes 3. Clean my apt. 4. Decorate my apt. lol 5. Stop dwelling on the pass i thought i was a good gf. i would bend over backwards to make him happy but it's not helping and it's killing me inside. |
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